BUCKET LIST

-snowboarding

-Europe

-MacchuPichhu

-roping down a moutain

-surfing in Hawaii

-visit Eiffle tower (the top) and see at night

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CHRISTMAS BREAK BUCKETLIST

-see shayna, paola, jose, patrick

-color me mine

-soup kitchen

-work for nathan

-study stat

-watch The Help

-watch Breaking Dawn

-see a christmas play with a friend

-see a play with momma

-take dad fishing

An ignorant idiot. Really. He repeats everything my mom says to me after she bythches and controls my fcking life and then i get it from both of them again, and again, andddddddd, yessssss….yess….zoning out don’t care walking away,,,, “don’t u leave this room when im speaking to you who the hell do you think u are” OH THATAS RIGHT AGAIN.  I have no freedom.

Im an APUSH nerd, I live by the first amendment,

And for that matter all of them.

Freedom of SPEECH , freedom of HAPINESS, freedom of a right to a JURY at (kill the dauther) trial, freedom of taking the fifth, and freedom of walking out whenevr the hell I want cus like I told them, I didn’t ask to be here.

Oh but I forfeit the right to be read my rights, ive heard htem time and time again

Now lplease don’t think im some ungrateful little child. My parents yes, do allota shit for me, and yes (resentfully admitting) mean the world to me but right now their just PISSING me off they control EVERY ASPECT OF MY LIFE I neeeeeeeeed some freedom. I need to idk, not be critiqued so hard !?! everything I do they dissect. Ughhhhhh ickkkkkkk ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Emotionally purging, that’s what writing is. I have a really really really lotta happy stuff to write my lifes actually FANTASTIC right now and my studying , future, college, and friends are looking one hundred and 50 percent bright :] so hopefully I can write about my dreams and asperations later. I just had to get that teeny tiny vent out. So, myb I guess, for those of u that have subscribed thinking their getting a quotes update. Kinda done with that u can unsubscribe. Buhybye :] mhmmm id say I feel better. Selfish , ungrateful, cruel, and immature for writing such a post/blog, but nonetheless, defiantly better.

always hating carbs

(and exercise more)

awlays wanting what you shouldnt

happiness is the friend who'll dance with you
to the song thats not meant for dancing.

"I can remember when I told myself for the first time:
`I'm going to be rich and famous`. I was about 5 or 6.
I was in my mother`s car, an old green dirty car. My
sister was there too. She was humming; she was
about 15, she had just gotten married because she
was pregnant. We were on a supermarket parking lot,
and I was looking at the wealthy people through the
window; I told myself `I am going to be a star and
I`ll buy all these things for us."
- Mariah Carey

shes like an hourglass that never got the sand

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved
before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what
else matters? She's not perfect, you aren't either, and the
two of you may never be perfect together but if she makes
you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being
human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the
most you can. She may not be thinking about you every
second of the day, but she will give you part of her that she
knows you can break. So, don't hurt her, don't analyze her
and don't expect her more than she can give. Smile when she
makes you happy, let you know when she makes you mad, and
miss her when she's not there."
-bob marely